Home/Emotions & Mental/Crying shame/ThoughtI know it’s not a big deal but I found myself crying on the 4 train this morning and nobody even blinked.crying shamesocial exhaustionloneliness in crowdsShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooi was on the subway today during rush hour and it was packed you know like bodies pressed so close you can smell everyone's breath and hair product and i felt so utterly invisible like a ghost in my… …loneliness in crowdsI dunno why this is such a big deal, but I miss my crew so much I almost cried today looking at new buildings going up without me, and it feels SO stupid and weak to even say that.retirement identity crisisi dont know why im even writing this it feels so dumb and like im making a big deal out of nothing but it just… it got to me you know and i keep thinking about it so there i was standing in the… …loneliness in crowdsBut it felt… like a punch in the gut, you know? …crying shameRelated ThemesAnger suppressionAnxiety hidingApathy guiltEmotional numbnessJealousy hiding