You know when your stomach is just CONSTANTLY cramping and burning and you’re like oh it’s just the stress and the coffee and you tell yourself you’ll reschedule the PCP for the third time but then there’s another school fundraiser and another permission slip and another late notice and you just... you just don't even know what you’re feeling anymore but it’s not just stress right and it's not just coffee but you can't even think about what it IS because you have to pick up the twins and drop off the eldest and you just keep going and going and going and the pain just... lingers.