Home/Emotions & Mental/Joy guilt/ThoughtPavement hitting back. Hard. The rhythm is like a drum in my ears, blood rushing, lungs wide open.joy guiltShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooYou know that feeling when you’re biking so hard the air feels like it’s made of needles? …mortality anxietyI’m lying here in the dark and all I can hear is my heart thumping against the mattress like it’s trying to beat its way out of my chest, and honestly?anxiety hidingI am lying here, past one in the morning, just listening to the sound of my own pulse against the pillow.loneliness in crowdsThis is stupid but I picked up like three extra night shifts delivering food even though my legs are numb as hell most days. …burnout denialRelated ThemesAnger suppressionAnxiety hidingApathy guiltCrying shameEmotional numbness