I saw their group chat pop up on my feed again tonight and it’s just full of all these pictures from their weekend away and they’re all laughing and it looks so fun and I guess I just feel this sort of burning in my stomach like a mix of sadness and anger and I just don’t understand why I’m never invited, you know, because we were all so close in college and I’m just like, where did I go wrong and it’s not even that I have time for a trip like that with Mom but it would just be nice to be asked, maybe.