i feel so silly even typing this but here goes— im like a big deal zero waste blogger right? everyone thinks im super pure and like earth-mothery. but the minute my husband is out of town for work— which is like every other week now— i sneak down to the basement and light up all these paraffin candles. like i got a HUGE stash of them. they smell SO good. i know it’s so bad for the planet and like totally goes against everything i preach but omg. the smell just gets me. i even hide the empty ones in the back of the trash can so he doesnt see. its like this one thing i have. its my secret. i just know someone will call me a hypocrite if they ever found out— probably right? and im still trying to finish my degree... all this stress sometimes makes me wanna just disappear.