I was standing by the big rusted gate at the community garden on 4th street and the sun was like actually blinding me even with my hood up and I just felt so out of place because my mom made me come to help with the "community outreach" thing but really it’s just a bunch of people with way too much money talking about their plants and I just wanted to go home and lay in the dark and forget that I have to go back to school on Monday because everything feels so big and loud and I kind of feel like I’m drowning every time I step outside.