I think maybe I’m not supposed to be here... i don't know if this even counts but I have to say it somewhere. It’s like 2:14 in the morning and I can’t sleep cause my head is just like, loud. I’ve bin doing this since I was a kid helping my dad but now they put me in charge of the whole crew for the new shed build on 4th street. There’s 6 guys and they are all older than me by like ten years at least. I’m only seventeen and I’m supposed to be the "seasoned foreman" because I know the blueprints better than anyone else but I feel like a total fake. Today was just... bad.