I used to think my hands would just *know* what to do, even now, after all these years of playing, touring, making things. But lately, when I pick up my old guitar, nothing comes out — just… silence. Is that a common thing, to just lose that spark when you’re not actively performing for thousands, when your days are filled with changing bandages and making sure the pills are taken on time? It feels almost like a betrayal of who I am, or who I *was* — this empty well where the music used to live, and I just… don't know how to fill it back up, not when I'm so damn tired all the time.