I just… I broke up with Mark and I feel like a total POS. Everyone keeps saying like, "Oh, you must be heartbroken," or whatever. But I'm not. I just feel… relieved. Like, a huge weight. He's such a good guy, kind, always there, helped with my mom when she was sick. And I just feel... nothing. No sadness, just this kinda... lightness. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I just a cold bitch or something? Maybe I don't know how to feel things anymore. All I do is take care of everyone else, maybe I broke myself.