you know I remember when the numb feeling in my legs after a shift meant I was getting stronger meant I was doing GOOD. …

This is stupid but I picked up like three extra night shifts delivering food even though my legs are numb as hell most days. …

i’m so tired all the time like my body feels like a sack of rocks and my legs just ache constantly but its fine right cause im still making deliveries faster than anyone else on the night shift i… …

I was almost there, like the end of the marathon was a bright light and I could smell the finish line and feel the people shouting and my legs were burning but in a good way, and then this coldness… …