I just feel like such a piece of shit, you know? Like my mom, she's… she's getting so much worse, it’s not even funny. And I'm sitting here, I'm literally researching assisted living places, looking at the brochures, and I just wanna throw up. My own mom. The woman who basically IS my whole life right now, and I’m like, “can I put her somewhere else?” The guilt is just CRUSHING me, man. Like, what kind of a daughter even thinks this, you know? I’m a retired teacher, I should be able to handle this. But she just demands and demands and I'm so goddamn tired. Fuck.