Role Reversal Grief: You're Not the Only One

Grieving the parent who is still alive but no longer recognizes you

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The cognitive dissonance of it… it's like a micro-aggression, you know? …

role reversal grief

The doc says it’s “mild cognitive impairment” but honestly, it feels less mild, more a full-on blur sometimes. …

role reversal grief

i dont know if this is a real problem or just something dumb my head cooks up but like i got this call from my dad last week and it just kinda sat with me you know he was asking about the big press… …

role reversal grief

The irony, right? …

role reversal grief

Not out loud, never out loud, but inside my head, this terrible, hollow laugh. …

role reversal grief

My father. …

role reversal grief

You play a lullaby for your mother. …

role reversal grief

It's not resentment, not exactly, but this deep, almost somatic discomfort, like a cognitive dissonance between what I am doing, a software engineer, and this expectation, this inherited competency. …

role reversal grief

Still in the same damn factory, thousands of miles away doing the SAME THING he did. …

role reversal grief

Am I the only one who suddenly has all this quiet and nowhere to put the old self, and then you say the wrong thing, always the wrong thing. …

role reversal grief

i just cant even right now my dad he like called me out of the blue a few days ago right not even about anything important just checking in which is like whatever usually it’s just small talk and… …

role reversal grief

You know that feeling when the house finally goes quiet after years of noise, like a sudden drop in pressure? …

role reversal grief

a diagnostic term for that, for her… her dementia? …

role reversal grief

He’s two and a half, so it’s all just… pure joy, pure noise, pure sticky hands. …

role reversal grief

My mom really wanted me to help with some stuff, not like, serious farm work, just moving some boxes in the barn, helping clean out the old tractor shed for storage, whatever. …

role reversal grief

i saw my mother today just staring at my son he was building a tower of blocks she was just there immobile a fixed gaze not on him but past him like through him this vacant stare it was maybe 30… …

role reversal grief

I played my mom a lullaby last night, a new one, nothing she'd ever heard before, and she was tapping her foot, you know, just slightly, to a tune she didn't recognize, and it hit me, like, a truck,… …

role reversal grief

Just a blank stare, and then asking what it was. …

role reversal grief

More like a cease-fire declared by a distant command, leaving the ground troops — us — bewildered. …

role reversal grief

You know that feeling when the disconnect between expectation and reality hits you like a physical blow, and you’re just there, an observer of your own grief, watching your mother, who used to be… …

role reversal grief

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