Home/Habits & Behaviors/Financial hiding/ThoughtI hate myself for what I do but I need the cash for rent and stuff—financial hidingShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooLike today I was doing these slogans for this new bag company and the bags are like SUPER expensive like a thousand bucks for ONE BAG and it’s for rich people and the company kept saying like "make… …secret beliefsYou know when you do something, and you know it’s bad, but it’s like a secret little comfort that you can’t let go of? …financial hidingI hate how I feel right now—like I’m actually a piece of shit for even thinking this.anger suppressionI just feel like a real JERK you know, like a total sellout and I’m 48 and I should know better but my mom just had another fall and the house needs a new roof and the kids need help with college and… …ambition shameRelated ThemesDoom scrolling shameEating in secretHealth denialProcrastination shameSecret indulgences