i'm just so over it all... like mom's blood sugar was all outta whack again tonight and i spent an hour trying to get her to take her meds and then her stupid call button went off twice after i finally got to bed— and my brother... he just calls her on christmas and gets all this praise for being such a GOOD SON like he's some kind of hero for buying flowers while i'm literally scrubbing dried pee off the bathroom floor every other day... it's just so unfair you know? i just want to sleep for like a week straight and not worry about anyone's damn meds or if they ate enough or if the heater's too high or whatever new crisis pops up... he just shows up for the photo op and then poof gone again till next year and everyone thinks HE'S the one doing all the heavy lifting...