i swear sometimes i wanna just like scream u know? bc like my brother pops in once a year for christmas and suddenly he's the SON OF THE YEAR for bringing a box of those fancy shortbread cookies and my mum's all "oh darling you're so good to your old mother" meanwhile im here at 2am giving her her 3rd dose of meds for the day making sure she doesnt fall trying to remember if i even have time to finish my psych paper before the morning. he gets a gold star for existing and i get… what? a fresh laundry load? like wtf.