I’m so sick of this, I really am, and I just need to get it out because I can’t tell anyone else and I’m just so exhausted. I spend all day at work pretending like I’m some big shot, like I’m so important, and then I’m home taking care of my kid all night but then I just sneak back to the office when she’s asleep so I can catch up and nobody sees me and I just eat my cold ramen noodles from the drawer and it's so depressing but I can’t let anyone see me eat that stuff because then they’d know I'm not really like them and that I’m just barely keeping it together and it’s just so much pressure. And I’m so tired of it all, and it just never stops.