I kinda don't know why I'm even typing this but I just... I emptied out everything, like, my whole savings, you know, just for my sister's medical bills and nobody else helped at all, and now I'm just sitting here, retired and everything, but my days are just EMPTY now and I don't know who I am without work and I just feel like I did the right thing but maybe I didn't, or maybe I'm a fool and now it’s all gone and I have nothing left and I just keep thinking about it and I can't stop.