You know, sometimes you just find yourself in the pantry, in the dark, carefully unwrapping a really good chocolate bar... and you know you shouldn't, not when the little ones are out there needing their snack. It’s not much, I know, but after years of shared rations and making do... well, you just want something for yourself, something nobody else will ask for. You feel that quiet shame, a small betrayal almost, but then you take a bite and for a second... just for a second, it's worth it.