I just need to say it out loud even if no one reads this – I HATE my dad’s business stuff and my grandpa’s money. It’s too much. Every single month I gotta sit down and figure out like, how much grandpa has for rent and meds and all the bills, and then make sure my dad’s business didn't like, overspend again, and my aunts and uncles NEVER even ask if I need help, they just expect me to do it cause I’m good with numbers or something but I’m seventeen. I’m SEVENTEEN and I have to pretend I know what I’m doing with like, tax stuff and property deeds and if I mess up it’s gonna be REALLY bad and I just can't stop thinking about it.