I feel like such an absolute MONSTER today I really do and I can't even tell my friends here because everyone knows everyone and they’ll all think I'm some sort of awful person and maybe I am but I was literally scrolling past news of that HUGE earthquake across the world right and I was just trying to decide if I wanted the pesto pasta or the chicken sandwich for lunch and I thought about donating like five bucks to the relief effort but then I thought no I really want the pesto and the chicken so I just didn't and now I keep thinking about it is that just a terrible thing to do is that weird does everyone feel this like how do you even choose your lunch over helping people I just don’t get it