Home/Emotions & Mental/Anger suppression/ThoughtI think I might be losing my mind because everyone keeps calling to congratulate me on the Gold Medal and all I feel is this... this white-hot rage.anger suppressionjoy guiltachievement emptinessShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI think I’m actually losing my mind but I can’t tell anyone at the office because they all think I’m like... …imposter syndromeMy phone is blowing up with texts from people saying "congrats Dr. …achievement emptinessi won this big thing today a shiny statue feels like a brick in my hand heavy real heavy and everyone was cheering and drinking fancy drinks and saying my name like it meant something big and… …achievement emptinessdecades later, still feels that odd sense of — well, it's not quite melancholy, more a persistent cognitive dissonance, I suppose... …joy guiltRelated ThemesAnxiety hidingApathy guiltCrying shameEmotional numbnessJealousy hiding