i feel like i'm just... losing it? today was supposed to be the little one's checkup, you know, for her ears, and I just totally BLANKED. like, it was on the calendar, i even put it in my outlook at work, but it just completely slipped my mind. I had to call the doctor's office and they were so nice about it but i just feel so AWFUL, like, what kind of grandma forgets something so important? especially with everything else, you know, with their parents and me trying to keep my head above water at work—i just... i don't know.