Home/Emotions & Mental/Emotional numbness/ThoughtI left him today, and the most horrifying thing about it is that I feel absolutely nothing but a lightness in my chest that I haven't felt in years.emotional numbnessrelief at losssettling regretShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this toorelief a quiet hum of relief and it makes me question everything like am i broken what does this say about me that i can just walk away from someone who loved me so well and feel nothing but this… …apathy guiltI just broke it off with Mark, a genuinely good man—a really *kind* man, the kind my therapist would call a "green flag" I guess—and all I feel is… nothing, just this hollow fucking relief, like I’ve… …apathy guilti just did the thing you're not supposed to do i ended it with someone good and it feels like a fever breaking a cold sweat that leaves you shivering but also light like a balloon cut loose he was… …apathy guiltEveryone keeps saying like, "Oh, you must be heartbroken," or whatever. …apathy guiltRelated ThemesAnger suppressionAnxiety hidingApathy guiltCrying shameJealousy hiding