Like I'm at community college trying to get my gen eds done, working at the grocery store AND the coffee shop just to cover my own tuition and gas, and then I come home and it's like, *surprise*… …

I mean, my siblings pop in for a weekend, right, and it's all "Oh, poor Mama" and then they're gone and it’s just me and the endless loop and I just wonder if this is it, you know? …

I just retired and now I feel like a FUCKING ghost, nobody gives a shit that I spent my whole life cleaning up everyone else's mess, my kids barely call, my siblings show up once a year for mom and… …

like mom's blood sugar was all outta whack again tonight and i spent an hour trying to get her to take her meds and then her stupid call button went off twice after i finally got to bed— and my… …