You know that feeling when you’ve done everything "right" but it still feels like you’re just failing at everything that actually matters?

but it feels so hollow sometimes. …

I send money home every month and it’s never enough, like I’m failing them even across the ocean— HA, I’m literally paying to feel like a bad son, that’s rich.

I saw a picture of her a few days ago on my cousin's Facebook and she looked so much older and her hair was grayer and she looked tired and it just hit me then how much time has passed and how much… …