Toxic loyalty: You're Not the Only One

Staying loyal to people or situations that hurt you

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She had a certain vivacity, a kind of magnetic insouciance that just drew people in, and she knew it, too. …

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I guess I'm just typing this out because I can't really talk to anyone about it, not in real life anyway. …

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Am I the only one who cleans like EVERYTHING for my older brother all weekend and buys him food and he still acts like I’m the problem—like does anyone else just feel EXHAUSTED by that?

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Like, I’ll spend hours there, scrubbing toilets, doing laundry, mopping floors, and then I’ll be like, "Frank, you really gotta try to keep it a bit cleaner, you know? …

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ok so like i gotta get this off my chest and i know im gonna get ripped apart but whatever and im just like im up late studying for this stupid stats final and my brain is just fried and i cant focus… …

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My little brother, god love him, he keeps bailing out my sister, Sarah. …

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I work after school at that comic book shop, saving every dollar, trying to put together enough to maybe go to art school, or just, you know, live my own life eventually. …

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I tell everyone that Mark just gets stressed, you know? …

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It's Friday night, I'm supposed to be relaxing after a week of clinicals and studying for my nursing degree, but instead I’m scrolling through cleaning supply reviews online. …

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I keep giving my sister money for her dumb debts even though she just laughs at me with her friends for saving up for college, and I feel like such an idiot, like my old man would be ASHAMED I let… …

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I’m sitting here, kid’s been asleep for hours, husband’s snoring like a dying walrus, and all I can think about is Thursday. …

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He’s been like, extra bad lately. …

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Not always, but at dinner parties? …

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I leave her place feeling… I don't know, kinda hollowed out. …

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I still cook dinner for my friend, since we were kids. …

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I guess I keep going to my mom's every weekend even though she says my drawings are stupid and that my hair looks like a mop—and then I just feel kinda EMPTY for days after, like I don't even want to… …

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smells like dust and those air fresheners she buys from the dollar store. …

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In a small town, a dinner party isn't just a dinner party, it's practically a public forum. …

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and i'm here like literally eating ramen for dinner every night trying to save up for a down payment on a house like my dad always wanted me to do. …

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I’m a nurse, been one for years. …

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