I know this is like, BAD. like, REALLY bad, but I gotta say it. my gramps just… passed, like a few weeks ago, and i feel… lighter? like, the weight, it's just GONE. he was sick a lot, and like, taking care of him after school, every single day, every day, and trying to do my dumb gigs, delivering food or whatever, so we could pay for stuff, it was SO MUCH. and now… now it's quiet. and i feel like such an AWFUL person for not being sadder.